“May I pet your #dog?” Project for my #drawing class.

“May I pet your #dog?” Project for my #drawing class.

I went to an organic grocery store with my cousin and we saw these “Epic Lamb” bars. They’re made of meat, spices, and dried fruits. It’s like bread made from animal???

Ps they also had “Epic Turkey” and “Epic Buffalo”.

At first I was pissed that my boss didn’t order enough frappuccino base syrup because we can’t make frappuccinos.

Then I realized.

We don’t have any frappuccino base syrup so I can’t make frappuccinos.

Stupidly excited my #morakniv came in the mail today so I can sharpen pencils.

Stupidly excited my #morakniv came in the mail today so I can sharpen pencils.

I used to shrug girls off who had hope chests,
glory boxes, bottom drawers
full of baby clothes
and magazine clippings of pots and pans.
I thought it was some secondhand travesty,
a mess of mothers teaching daughters how to be mothers,
not how to be people.
I thought that would never be me.
My mother gave me a hope chest
and I filled it with all the things I didn’t want to look at anymore:
photos of my parents when they were still together,
birthday cards from dead relatives,
childhood ballerina jewelry boxes,
a sock puppet,
a homemade wand fashioned for a Harry Potter movie premiere.
I thought: “You can’t teach me to be like you.
You can’t teach me to want things I don’t want.”

Now I have a Pinterest Board filled with tea kettles
and rice cookers, you know, for “later”.
I have a pile of travel brochures under my bed.
I realized that every book I buy that doesn’t have room on a shelf
is piled up from the floor to the ceiling
waiting for that dream bookshelf in a place of my own.
I met a girl in Melbourne whose hope was too big for a chest.
She had boxes in her family’s garage
of teapots and mixers
and everything she was going to line her apartment with
when she got out.

I’m starting to think that my whole room might be a hope chest
for a writing desk and a kitchen of my own.
Space of my own.
The other day I bought a duvet cover for a king sized bed
and tucked it away in the back of my closet.
I am twenty-three and even on the days I don’t want it to,
my whole life reeks of hope for a future
where I get out of bed in the morning instead of the afternoon
and I match my socks
and I always make time to cook my own meals.

One day I might have a box full of baby’s onesies
in yellow and green, you know, just in case.
But right now
I have a box of unused notebooks for the novels I have yet to pen.
And I think that’s all right.
I think that’s okay.

I think that the first step to loving the life you have made for yourself
is knowing that you want it.

I am twenty-three
and I drank four cups of coffee today instead of eating breakfast
but I have a heart bursting at the seams with wanting,
lungs full of unused air.
I love other people with every inch of myself.
My whole life is a hope chest.

“Unconventional Hope Chest” Trista Mateer (via tristamateer)

Well this struck home harder than I should’ve expected. How lovely and complex.

Preach.

The fan caught fire in my French class.  Day one.

My online humanities class professor graded my first assignment and it’s an “A”.

This is incredibly uncomfortable because

what KIND of A?!  A 98%?  95%?  92%???  WAS THIS BARELY AN A CAN I IMPROVE OR DID IT HIT ALL THE MARKS I DON’T KNOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO INTERPRET THIS???

mothernaturenetwork:

Toronto yanks brilliant, litterbug-shaming ad campaign
A genius series of ads that chide litterbugs through photos of cleverly positioned rubbish is discontinued due to copyright concerns.

While I also wouldn’t want my company being associated with litterers… by golly this is wonderful.

cchtml:

This feeling when you walk into big art supply stores …

the MARKERS