Totally stressed about going back to school.

If I want to go back to W&L, I’m paying for it on my own… all $56,000 a year.  If I don’t go back this September, I have to go to a community college because it’s too late to apply to any four-year colleges nearby.  However, if I go to a community college, the credits won’t transfer to W&L and I may not be readmitted.  If I AM readmitted, however, I’ll still have three more years of school left.  Which is ridiculous and not what I want.  So I won’t go back and I’ll have to re-apply to colleges… all.  over.  again.  Ugh.

I’m fed up with school, honestly.  Do I need to go back?  I should just hurry up and finish the books I’ve been writing and skip the whole school thing.  Because that’s a totally responsible decision.  Bleh.

So it’s either W&L now (which I want most, but I’m entirely dependent on that financial aid letter), or Saddleback College then George Mason or UVA or Liberty University…

I just wanna go back to Virginia.  Boo.