Totally stressed about going back to school.
If I want to go back to W&L, I’m paying for it on my own… all $56,000 a year. If I don’t go back this September, I have to go to a community college because it’s too late to apply to any four-year colleges nearby. However, if I go to a community college, the credits won’t transfer to W&L and I may not be readmitted. If I AM readmitted, however, I’ll still have three more years of school left. Which is ridiculous and not what I want. So I won’t go back and I’ll have to re-apply to colleges… all. over. again. Ugh.
I’m fed up with school, honestly. Do I need to go back? I should just hurry up and finish the books I’ve been writing and skip the whole school thing. Because that’s a totally responsible decision. Bleh.
So it’s either W&L now (which I want most, but I’m entirely dependent on that financial aid letter), or Saddleback College then George Mason or UVA or Liberty University…
I just wanna go back to Virginia. Boo.