I just want to be skinny enough to look good in Brandy Melville clothes
Honey, Brandy Melville’s “one size fits most” is bullshit. You can find much cuter clothing in a thousand other places made of better material. You don’t need to fit into a company’s clothes to feel good about yourself, you don’t need to play their marketing game, it’s unhealthy, and so are the tags you attached to this. Work towards a healthy, realistic goal that is not dictated by anyone else’s standards but your own.